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eel

by torr

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1.
(it was all just the exact same) (nothing unique about it) (other people) take it easy saw my reflection on the tv dont you perceive me now blacked out at eighteen saw all the bullshit im escaping its alright to hate me now spill my guts i been stuck in my ego fill my cup had enough of placebo acid trip woke up feelin kinda emo at least im in control! play dress up with the lights off now rip my superhero tights off now be myself but i dont know how mirror lookin back back back i been stuck inside with my consciousness and all my flaws are too obvious and all this shit that ive bottled in is bound to change now change now… old man eel better put on your cosplay now
2.
dammit 02:25
we cut too close yeah yeah i was happy with dim lights and baggy clothes i feel my skin about to decompose i just wanna dance but you wanna hold my hand you’ve been giving me a bloody nose wasn’t in my plans to fall so deep on my cold feet yeah take it or just leave me yeah yeah but your naked eye can’t see me got me looking 8-bit on your tv screen oh goddamn, goddamn baby i don’t wanna seem so fucking stupid and you don’t wanna feel my flaws and my mood shifts tryna make a deal we can’t undo it no no goddamn, goddamn and you can tell your friends that you forgot i existed yeah and we can hide our heads i feel so close at a distance lips taste like lemonade pheromones you emanate freaked out on the second date neptune in retrograde go ghost in a getaway 95 on the 78 the feelings never went away, went away no take it or just leave me yeah yeah but your naked eye can’t see me got me looking 8-bit on your tv screen oh goddamn, goddamn take it or just leave me yeah yeah but your naked eye can’t see me got me looking 8-bit on your tv screen oh goddamn, goddamn baby i don’t wanna seem so fucking stupid and you don’t wanna feel my flaws and my mood shifts tryna make a deal we can’t undo it no no goddamn, goddamn
3.
acetone 02:14
melody stuck inside my head and it’s been telling me to leave this song on read oh oh history to clear before im dead i still got cigarette smoke in my bedsheets yeah talkin to myself i been wonderin where the time went tryna keep the old thoughts a little more quiet sunburnt and i see the ultraviolet i cant take the paranoia ok i don’t wanna die like a loser no space on my hard drive for the new her , role playing in my mind every future fuck that i just need the polish remover im done with yesterday why are you still in my brain yeah i never had time for a tumor fuck that i just need the polish remover yeah up late with the 808s and heartbreaks maybe i should try to act a lil more kanye midnight drives just to clear my mind i almost crashed my car when that song played blue eyes got me feeling so seasick deadweight lightin up like a phoenix still talkin to paralysis demons man i never signed up for the remix
4.
leave 03:01
(no closure) (hm, no closure) time aint slow take a second back and let an hour go and i dont know if we’ll be this bad at a hundred years old so run back home (cant stand the way you talk no) you’re all alone (blacked out in the parking lot oh) man you should grow up say you got potential but you’ll never hit the glowup now so don’t look now leave me leave me behind leave me leave me behind leave me leave me behind not another normcore party in the bathroom break the floorboards falling straight into the backrooms what’d you die for tell me all your passions you been thinking bout the past wouldnt put it past you oh cold lips pressing on your shoulder know it’s hopeless got your finger on the holster all the roses that you romanticized got older so why can’t you!?? leave me leave me behind leave me leave me behind
5.
guardown 03:29
this song hit different from the backseat throwing up in the back of the taxi don’t think imma make it to your track meet pretty sure i said about the same thing last week and i aint even worried about my acne or the bloodstains on my khakis just wanna act like i know whats up when i got your eyes staring at me sold my soul to be with you just one more night lost my character and pride man i hope im just your type yeah yeah if i take my mask off will we be alright cause i dont wanna hide no i dont wanna hide no i chop myself in two i’m tailor made for you and everything i do is tailored just for you i chop myself in two but my stitches got too loose do you still think im cute when i let my guard down i dont think you do these smiles been starting to feel so numb and i hold your hand like a loaded gun my brains turning to mush but i think we might still be having fun yeah though i breathe so well when you disappear i still kinda wish that you were here just tryna love myself but i dont know whos inside my mirror sold my soul to be with you just one more night lost my character and pride man i hope im just your type yeah yeah if i take my mask off will we be alright cause i dont wanna hide no i dont wanna hide no i chop myself in two i’m tailor made for you and everything i do is tailored just for you (for you, for you) i chop myself in two do you still think im cute no i don’t think you, i don’t think you do (my next birthday is 23) (so soon) (i didnt do anything as 22) (i dont think it should count)

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