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Bedside
01:22
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She said that you speak way too loud
I guess that I should shut my mouth
I’m scared to fumble and speak out
A hypocritical rebound
They said you fuck yourself too loud
That maybe I should tone it down
I’m scared to sell myself too proud
An egotistical renounce
Oh, oh oh, I hate that my words are taken true
Oh, oh oh, I wish I was human just like you
She said that you speak way too loud
I guess that I should shut my mouth
I’m scared to fumble and speak out
A hypocritical rebound
They said you fuck yourself too loud
That maybe I should tone it down
I’m scared to sell myself too proud
An egotistical renounce
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Emerald
03:18
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Am I starting to bore you with how I have been?
I can’t see myself in the mirror again
My head is so hot, but my skins so cold
I’m not trying to ignore you, I just can’t pretend
Like I can remember all of my friends
I can’t recall my age but I feel so old
I can feel the sunlight all the time
but I can’t remember how I photosynthesized
Into who I am, if I cant recall my plans
I’m down if you want to hang sometime
But I’ll warn that I cant even remember last night
So let me recall who I am
I just look inwards and upwards and stare at the seams
Always feel such a headache when I let myself breathe
If I made you sick why didn’t you tell me?
I’m just staring at pine trees and detached from the self
You text me to say that you’ve been living in hell
But the details are sealed and you’re not planning to tell
I can feel the sunlight all the time
but I can’t remember how I photosynthesized
Into who I am, if I cant recall my plans
I’m down if you want to hang sometime
But I’ll warn that I cant even remember last night
So let me recall who I am
For a decade yea I’ve been depressed
I see little ghosts but I’m really not stressed
When I’m possessed, yea I see it from behind my chest
I’m concerned but I’m rlly not stressed
I can’t recall the things that you said
Already lost hope but I’m really not stressed
We were friends, yeah I guess
I’m concerned but I’m really not stressed
For a decade yea I’ve been depressed
I see little ghosts but I’m really not stressed
When I’m possessed, yea I see it from behind my chest
I’m concerned but I’m rlly not stressed
I took one step forward but two back again
When I wake up this will drop from my head
We were friends, yea I guess
I’m concerned but I’m really not stressed
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Sanobashi
01:47
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It’s a liturgy to unknown things
Its time to bash my head to see what sinks, oh
Why should I hide all the things that I like
If I make my disguise how will I cry?
Say what you mean but don’t make me look
Tell me whats real, I misunderstood
Give me a sign, or I’ll lose my hook
I’ve been wasting my life on shit I don’t even like
Give me a sign, make me alive
A cigarette burn in my sides
I’ll take anything but my advice
id never know unless i try
Its hard to know what thoughts are mine
Some day I’ll want to be alive
How can I live without your light
If I never know what I will find
I can’t express all the things I wanna say in my head
I’ll use this instead
But I want to be honest with myself and make some more progress
All things are in focus
It’s a liturgy to unknown things
Its time to bash my head to see what sinks, oh
Why should I hide all the things that I like
If I make my disguise how will I cry?
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Present !
03:01
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Hello, when will this finally be over
I’m dying to hear the news
That everything will blossom over some time soon
How long will I must wait for my patience
To start creeping back in me
I’ll either end or be bitter before I find the key
Is this my future or an afternoon
When I cant seem to find it’s edge
And the things that I’m starting to think don’t feel the same
I don’t think this world is made for me
But maybe that will be ok
I want to make the space, I want to save my space
I know whats on my mind, and the reasons I’ve defined
I don’t wanna take my life, no more backdoor suicide
And I think I should tell you, I don’t wanna feel this way
I can’t undermine all the things I’ve realized
Just by wasting all my life, be the pollux to my rhymes
And I think I should tell you I don’t wanna feel this way
Will this turn me into a writer without a curse
Punishment runs in my line, and all my peers who’ve earned
But if it was really a fair trade, I wouldn’t be here at all
I think I’m ready to make the call
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Ambrosia
02:00
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Sometimes I can’t remember
If I had something else on my mind
‘Cause I can’t hear myself when I speak all the time
And in a pirouette, I end here every night
Jesus christ, its hard to be alive
And my silhouette is scared to show outside
Echolalia in the back of my mind
Basorexia when I can’t get things right
I guess you will never tell me
How I stumbled out of your life
How could I heal ourselves if you won’t tell me why
And you don’t want to let me go and start to try
Jesus christ, its hard to be alive
Its like I never even mattered in your life
This just strips away the point to be alive
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